My big J

No job.Been idle for two months.Been single for four months.

But guess what A LOT of wonderful things happened and are still happening during my jobless days.

Everyday, I wake up with a smile on my face and my heart feels the happiness that i have.Something that i don't just process, nor dictate to my mind.It comes from within. It's my first time to have fallen in love with Big J and His omnipotent Father. My heart is filled with Love that is everlasting. It is my first time to finally listen closely to His words. It is my first time to put into practise every learning that i get to read from His book. I used to just pray for peace of mind i didn't know that by reading His words would give me the peace that I have always wanted. I found refuge in Him. He is my comfort. He is my guide. He is my only God. Upon reading His words I found myself reflecting and realized the mistakes I've done and the pain I have inflicted to others. I have learned to humble myself, admit these mistakes, asked forgiveness, forgave myself and offered myself to God. The tears I have while creating tis note symbolize the resurrection I got from Him. That's why from the day I offered myself to God, there was no such thing as impossible. I don't even worry about anything. Not that I don't care anymore, but I just know He knows better than me. I just do my best in anything I do and I know He'll do the rest and will give me the best.

May each one of us see the Lord in the eyes of the people in our community. May we realize our purpose and experience God's love. It's another blessing for me to be able to write something in my notes without having any hesitations of publishing it. That in everything we do God may be Glorified! ORA et labora.